Holding Out

by Patti Aberhart

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A dreamy, ethereal pop track but with a very real topic capturing the difficulties of Tinnitus which has often plagued many a musicians life and the ugly emotions it can trigger within the sufferer.
A true story of a woman adapting to a world without silence in total isolation which in turn negatively impacted her closest relationships around her. Holding Out is a personal and real life account of a young woman's health and wellness journey and the struggles she encountered with her new diagnosis.

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Slowly
Take me
Down from here
Don't wanna stay
Here

So why does it feel like i'm losing?
I did everything that they said
Nothing will work in my favour
Sometimes I just wish I was dead
Positive thinking it boring
And telling me things will be fine
Holding out
Till bed time

Trust me
Hold me
Close and tight
Don't ya wanna stay here?

So why does it feel like i'm losing
I did everything that they said
Nothing will work in my favour
Sometimes I just wish I was dead
Positive thinking is boring
And telling me things will be fine
Holding out
Till bed time

Arising doubt are you running out?
Solutions, conclusions
And I won't say it's ok
'I forgive you, I forgive you'
The world moves on your standing still
I stand by you, i'm on your will
manipulate your heart out
Time will kill you
Time will kill you

*(Instrumental fade out)

Ⓒ Patti Aberhart Music

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released February 22, 2022
Produced by Toby Barnett @tobyrhys91 in Bristol during lockdown in the pandemic.
Artwork by Lucy Isaacs -edited by Patti Aberhart, original available on request.

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